Something That Made Me Think of You

Tell me all of your secrets
The darker it is the better
I can cut a little deeper
Show you my pain under my sweater
It’s been lonely here
Since your mysterious disappear
I’ve been dreaming about you a lot
All day and all night
I miss the taste of your lips
I miss the way you kissed
It’s been lonely here
Since your mystical disappear

– Hedonist Poet

Something That Made Me Think of You


Your darkness doesn’t make sense
Most of the time it’s feels like death
Even God is too young and alive
You are too spoiled to be around

You don’t need to make sense of it all
Sometimes you just need to enjoy it, that’s all
Can’t you let go off your lovely drugs?
And kiss the blue lips of the ocean for once?

Listen to the rhythm and I promise you
You will see that it has nothing to do with your heroin
Life might be overrated but death has nothing
To offer you other than forever sleeping

If you’re so in love with the night time
And your twisted lifestyle
You shouldn’t forget that you can only enjoy
Darkness, if you have the light of the life

– Hedonist Poet


MIdnight Wisdom

On (500) days of summer;

let’s talk about the fact that Joseph Gordon Levitt himself said the point of the movie is not so you’d feel bad for him and fall in love with him, it’s so you’d realize how selfish some people are.
Actual quote from him from an interview:
The (500) Days of Summer attitude of ‘He wants you so bad’ seems attractive to some women and men, especially younger ones but I would encourage anyone who has a crush on my character to watch it again and examine how selfish he is.”
“He develops a mildly delusional obsession over a girl onto whom he projects all these fantasies. He thinks she’ll give his life meaning because he doesn’t care about much else going on in his life. A lot of boys and girls think their lives will have meaning if they find a partner who wants nothing else in life but them. That’s not healthy. That’s falling in love with the idea of a person, not the actual person.”

MIdnight Wisdom

Running into you again

Who knew it would all be so soon?

I loved the way you called me ‘Elf’.

Most of my friends do and every time they do that I can’t help but feel a sense of endearment and I love it.

It had an additional touch when it came from you, though.

It’s true when you said it’s clearer now cause everything’s out in the open.

This morning felt like a different kind of special cause you told me what I had been wanting to hear – wishing we could go back to happier times. Cause it’s proof I wasn’t the only one feeling this way and that was important to me.

I’m just so thankful we moved in a better and clearer direction now – with everything else out of the way, all the lies, all the hurt, all that was bad.

Stripping it all down to the bare essentials.

Running into you again

Baby Steps

After a while
you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t always promises
and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn
with every good-bye you learn.”

– Veronica Shofftstall

Baby Steps


You ruined me

in the best way possible

And I was your willing victim

I knew you were bad for me

But I can’t stop

You’re a thrill

You understood

Your touches felt warm once in awhile

Your kisses felt like home sometimes

It’s like we enter a completely different realm every time we touch

But why couldn’t you trust me?

I would’ve loved you.