Day 111 of Journaling

1. My daily affirmation: I don’t wait for the world to see me clearly, I affirm myself and I celebrate my own wins and see and remember who I am. Even on days when I am struggle with perfection, I remember this is part of my process. I remember that progress is more important than perfection and I balance that with when I need to be perfect.

2. Today I will focus on progress over perfection. To try out things as I go and be willing to be comfortable with failing. To be present through it all and remember it does not reflect on my self-worth.

3. I am grateful for having a strong af mindset that grounds me in everything I do – in moving with intentions, in communicating, in be present in all the spaces I choose to occupy.

4. Three traits my future self will have are: self-confidence in my mind, body, soul, and how I carry myself in this world. Laser sharp focus in everything that I do. Courage to push through and speak up even when I am afraid.

5. The person I’m becoming will experience more happiness, alignment of who I am outside with who I am internally, with what I like and dislike, choosing to always be honest and genuine.

6. I have the opportunity to be my future self today when I show up and be present. When I push through and speak up. To always remember my value in every space. To try without fear of failing.

7. When I think about the person I am becoming, I feel honest, thankful, excited to be living the life that I want and have curated it to be what I love, with the partner, home, wealth, health, friends and family of my dreams.

Day 41 of Journaling

Typing my thoughts here as honestly as possible as that was what I had promised myself when I decided to embark on this journey. I was on tiktok awhile ago and it was a video about affirmations and the lady mentioned how working on daily journaling has to be about the feeling of gratitude. Not about the chore or about just writing. But about feeling gratitude in itself. And I just wanted to put it here to constantly remind myself of why I chose to do this.

Haven’t been as consistent due to work and I just wanted to remind myself that while it’s okay, I still want to try my best to remember why I want to chose gratitude for all that I have every single day. It is so easy to lose track of it all – and it often starts with a day, which then multiplies to a week, a month, and suddenly I am going down this dark road that was where I came from. I have to consistently remind myself that that is not who I want to be. I’m tired of feeling sadness and not being happy with my life. I want to change my perspective and reach for the person that I’ve always wanted to be – someone who feels comfortable completely in her own skin and mental health and happy and grateful for everything she has. Someone who constantly keeps learning.

I’m so thankful I got up early this morning to work on this. Putting aside time for what’s really important.

1. My daily affirmation – My perspective is my power. Lean into it, don’t be afraid of it. // If I am constantly putting other people’s needs ahead of my own, I am not only doing an injustice to myself, but to other people as well. I deserve to prioritise myself. I release any fear of the unknown and embrace the changes and transformations happening in my world. I am evolving. I am finally recognising and honouring my worth.
2. Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of feeling egoistic. Feeling too attached to my work and placing my worth in that. I am more than that and I have to keep telling myself that. I need to recognise my own worth and embrace it fully. To constantly remember.
3. I am grateful for a rent-free home, lunch in the fridge, being able to pay for my own things even in months when it gets abit unexpected, for having friends by my side, to be mentally strong enough to catch myself in my own thoughts.
4. Three traits my future self will have are: Confidence in my own skin both physically and mentally, Listening with intent to what people really mean, and constant gratitude for the life that I have.
5. The person I’m becoming will experience more: Happiness, confidence, and gratitude.
6. I have the opportunity to be my future self today when I catch my own thoughts before they reach a low or before they start bringing me down a negative path. I am worthy and I need to keep remembering that. I am worthy as a person on my own, fully.
7. When I think about the person I am becoming, I feel confident, excited for what the future holds, grateful to be given chances to keep growing every single day.

Day 36 of Journaling

September is here!! I wanna put this here and remind myself that I am open and ready for all the good that’s to come.

1. My daily affirmation – I have enough. I do enough. I am enough. I let go of worries that drain my energy and I make smart, calculated plans for my future. The more I let go of my attachment to people, things and circumstances, the more free I feel.
2. Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of only thinking about the amount of things I have to complete. Breathe, and take a macro point of view. One step at a time.
3. I am grateful for a rent-free home, space to grow at my own pace, having spaces and people to go to whenever I feel too stressed out to re-align my priorities.
4. Three traits my future self will have are: Courage to always do what is right for me, Confidence to carry myself in a leadership position (by also constantly reminding myself that I do deserve this and I can do it. And that I am doing enough.) As well as seeing my own value in every situation presented. To not feel small and to always speak up.
5. The person I’m becoming will experience more: Confidence and happiness in my life and how I treat the people around me.
6. I have the opportunity to be my future self today when I speak up, process my thoughts well and be aware of how my actions can affect the people around me. To take charge of what I can control and let go and hope for the best in situations beyond my control.
7. When I think about the person I am becoming, I feel powerful in my own ways, comfortable in my own skin, happiness from within as I change the way I speak to myself on a daily basis.

Day 28 of Journaling

Woke up this morning and there was nobody in the house. The rain was pouring heavily outside and floods happened in the area. I felt this safeness and calmness that I have not felt in a long time in my environment. It gets scary sometimes how much I love to be alone. But I don’t want to feel lonely.

1. My daily affirmation – I choose what to pour my energy into. I choose what I want to succeed in and I put in the work. I am strong, hardworking, and I am worthy.
2. Today I will focus on shifting my pattern of going down negative thought routes.
3. I am grateful for this morning’s peacefulness before I started my long day of work.
4. Three traits my future self will have are: Calmness, Positivity, Trustworthiness.
5. The person I’m becoming will experience more: Happiness and connectivity with my own honesty, truth and my soul. Trying to get back to the root of me.
6. I have the opportunity to be my future self today when I listen with intent. People always show you what they really mean by trying their best to explain. Look through all those layers and find good. See the good in them.
7. When I think about the person I am becoming, I feel excited for what’s to come, and a trust in the universe that good things are coming. And I will be here, present and ready to claim that good energy.